Most of the time, I feel completely alone. And I feel bad admitting that. Even when I’m with people whose company I enjoy, and whom I care about, there’s still this part of me that is entirely shut off, isolated…
I’m a lonely person. And I’ve been lonely for upwards of about a decade now. At first, it just manifested as lonerism, as Tame Impala might say. But as time went on, that loneliness wove itself into the very fabric of my personality.